2017-10-04

notebookishtype: Xizor from Star Wars The Card Game (Default)
2017-10-04 09:25 am

Pondering Poetry vs Fictional Prose

I'm currently taking a Creative Writing class, and I'm trying to sort out an experience I had.

The first half of the class was poetry focused. Poetry was stressful for me as I've only ever done it for a grade. I find it difficult and not that enjoyable, in general. So, of course, for our poetry workshop, I ended up with a poem that was well received. I got notes that it was "chilling," "powerful," "strong," etc.

So that's cool, I suppose. It doesn't surprise me, not because I think I'm some great writer, but because I told a very personal story that has haunted me since the moment it happened in 1999. I guess I feel a bit discouraged... Like, I'm at a loss for how I could ever make someone feel a fraction of that in a fictional piece. Maybe that's something that will come with more time and practice or will require comparable fictional content...